I'm sorry if i make you feel sad and bad about yourself. I'm not blaming you for everthing that i feel. It's just that somehow i feel that my friend can make you smile but i can't. I feel ashamed of myself. Why can't i make you happy? I'm just too scared to lose you somehow. I really am..

At school was okayy. Lily didn't came; but Feefy, Nana and me had a great time. After school meet Waone, Aliff and Hamzah. At busstop meet Min, Zul and Boii. Accompanied Nana to follow Boii to his crib. After that went to Syakhir block to meet him. Then straight to court, Nana and Boii settle their problem first. At court saw Bby with Lily. Suddenly i was mad and yahh, jealous somehow. Went to the busstop with Bby, Nana and Boii. Bby was sot, sad and worried for me. I was *ignoring* him that time. After a few minutes saw Xinfei. HAHA,

Bby and me sort our problems out then he went home. Msg me for awhile and then i went home. Currently just eating my Mee. Heh..