I can't control myself without you around me. I'm always feeling down when you're not there but trying to laugh to make my day better.

I'm thinking whether i should go out and slack just to see bby. I miss him, i have the urged to see him, hear him laugh and talk (: I miss his voice, his dimples. Bbydims, woaini !

I'm bored to death. I have no idea what i should do later after shutting down the comp -.-
Yest met Bby in the morning for awhile then he went to school for the graduation-thingy. These days, I somehow get the feeling that me and Bby are not closed anymore. We have not been talking alot or even see each other. I'm with my friends, and his with his friends. I want us to be closed ):

Currently just chatting with a person i don't even know. The person is trying step-geyrek with me. WTH?