I'm Siti Solehah Jais. I'm the CUTEST girl you've ever met (Y) .
I'm born on 081296. Attached with a Bbydims (Y) , 240810 ^^
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The best things i love about YOU. / Saturday, July 31, 2010 @ 6:42 PM
You once asked me, "why do you love me?" Honestly, it is an unanswerable open-ended question. But i'll tell you this :
You're the best, most amazing person i'd ever known, and that alone is already a big deal. Not only that, you have an amazing heart... and an adorable face. And seriously, your smile, OHHMAN. It leaves me breathless and sometimes speechless. Everything about you is beautiful. The best things about you, your hair, your eyes, you make me laugh, you make me cry. But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy. Your hands in mine. The most i like that you do, you make me love you. And when I stare into space, my heart starts to race. At least i've got your picture (:
I don't know why i suddenly feel like posting this, but i think i've been longing to say this to you.
I wish i could watch the airplanes with you right now.
Holding your hand right now.
You once asked me, "why do you love me?" Honestly, it is an unanswerable open-ended question. But i'll tell you this :You're the best, most amazing person i'd ever known, and that alone is already a big deal. Not only that, you have an amazing heart... and an adorable face. And seriously, your smile, OHHMAN. It leaves me breathless and sometimes speechless. Everything about you is beautiful. The best things about you, your hair, your eyes, you make me laugh, you make me cry. But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy. Your hands in mine. The most i like that you do, you make me love you. And when I stare into space, my heart starts to race. At least i've got your picture (:
I don't know why i suddenly feel like posting this, but i think i've been longing to say this to you.
I wish i could watch the airplanes with you right now.
Holding your hand right now.
M-[L] / Friday, July 30, 2010 @ 4:10 PM
If you are reading this post, i think you might be suprise because it's going to be about you.
Let's learn some english, shall we?
I don't know why my behaviour is like this. But i'm already me. I thought people should ______ the other person for who they are. I didn't know that we should _______ them. All i know is, people ________ because of how they think about the other person. Not because they were _____ too. I know we would be _________ after you had read this, but here's the truth. Why do you keep saying that i don't _________ you? And you do _________ me? To me, we both don't _________ each other still. You keep saying i'm __________ you. When you don't know you're ________ me. The moment i close my mouth and keep it that way for such a _______ time, that just mean that i don't _______ the things that i see. I do know that i'm crazy at some points. And more crazy when it comes for me to _______. I definitely know that i'm the one who make the __________. That's the reason why i'm asking you to __________ me. I'm sorry if what i'm doing now is making you _______. You might be thinking why didn't i tell you _________; i couldn't ________ it.
Doesn't mean when i'm keeping my _______ shut, nothing is going ________. I just couldn't _____ to say it infront of you. I don't like making ______ cause i know i would break it. My ______ keeps saying be patient. And i will try to do what i could do.
CHOOSE THE RIGHT ONE FOR EACH BLANKS (:
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Setter: Siti Kenett (:
If you are reading this post, i think you might be suprise because it's going to be about you.Let's learn some english, shall we?
I don't know why my behaviour is like this. But i'm already me. I thought people should ______ the other person for who they are. I didn't know that we should _______ them. All i know is, people ________ because of how they think about the other person. Not because they were _____ too. I know we would be _________ after you had read this, but here's the truth. Why do you keep saying that i don't _________ you? And you do _________ me? To me, we both don't _________ each other still. You keep saying i'm __________ you. When you don't know you're ________ me. The moment i close my mouth and keep it that way for such a _______ time, that just mean that i don't _______ the things that i see. I do know that i'm crazy at some points. And more crazy when it comes for me to _______. I definitely know that i'm the one who make the __________. That's the reason why i'm asking you to __________ me. I'm sorry if what i'm doing now is making you _______. You might be thinking why didn't i tell you _________; i couldn't ________ it.
Doesn't mean when i'm keeping my _______ shut, nothing is going ________. I just couldn't _____ to say it infront of you. I don't like making ______ cause i know i would break it. My ______ keeps saying be patient. And i will try to do what i could do.
CHOOSE THE RIGHT ONE FOR EACH BLANKS (:
change told understand say undersatnd understand earlier hurting long like speak mistake fighting blame upset mouth change wrong bear promises heart love hurting
Setter: Siti Kenett (:
With nothing but your T-shirt on. / Thursday, July 29, 2010 @ 6:50 PM
Hello people, who i don't know (: It has been such a long time since i had posted something. I miss doing the typing, wakaka. The past that had happen to me with my friends was AWESOME. HAHAHAHA. But it was stupid, dumb and an idiot thing to happen -.- KECOHH BENORR! Forget the past, and start a new leaf lahh people, HAIYOO. Nana has not been coming to school for like one week. Wth are you thinking sia? Exam is just next week. You are expecting to pass without learning is it? Or you just want to fail? Seriously seyy. Its for your own good seyy Nana. Listen to us lahh -.- School was fine, but i still couldn't understand maths, chemistry, geography and history. I have no idea what the teachers are blabbering about. After school will usually wait for Bby to finish his classes. Then will had some fun times with him. But when i saw HER, my blood will always go higher and higher. I have no idea why. Sometimes, i also feel that she is also feeling mad at me. ARRRGGGHH.
To You~
I am not angry with you. I am not *merajok-ing at you. Don't think negative of yourself. And don't say sorry to me when it's not your fault. Whenever i say there's nothing wrong with me, i really do mean it. Cause i know that i'm not gonna hide anything from you. ILOVEYOU.
Hello people, who i don't know (: It has been such a long time since i had posted something. I miss doing the typing, wakaka. The past that had happen to me with my friends was AWESOME. HAHAHAHA. But it was stupid, dumb and an idiot thing to happen -.- KECOHH BENORR! Forget the past, and start a new leaf lahh people, HAIYOO. Nana has not been coming to school for like one week. Wth are you thinking sia? Exam is just next week. You are expecting to pass without learning is it? Or you just want to fail? Seriously seyy. Its for your own good seyy Nana. Listen to us lahh -.- School was fine, but i still couldn't understand maths, chemistry, geography and history. I have no idea what the teachers are blabbering about. After school will usually wait for Bby to finish his classes. Then will had some fun times with him. But when i saw HER, my blood will always go higher and higher. I have no idea why. Sometimes, i also feel that she is also feeling mad at me. ARRRGGGHH.To You~
I am not angry with you. I am not *merajok-ing at you. Don't think negative of yourself. And don't say sorry to me when it's not your fault. Whenever i say there's nothing wrong with me, i really do mean it. Cause i know that i'm not gonna hide anything from you. ILOVEYOU.
Against the world. / Wednesday, July 21, 2010 @ 8:39 PM
Damn things happen and i'm glad it has ended (: Make sure it stays thys wayy babeyy.
Today literature lesson was fun. Talk basically about everything. First, talk about valentine's day then something else which i had forgotten about. The things that i remembered about was
Damn things happen and i'm glad it has ended (: Make sure it stays thys wayy babeyy.Today literature lesson was fun. Talk basically about everything. First, talk about valentine's day then something else which i had forgotten about. The things that i remembered about was
what Asha said.
Miss Kwok : Give the girls flowers for valentine's day.
Asha : I gve the girl flower but inside i put bomb. WAKAKAKA.
Asha : I gve the girl flower but inside i put bomb. WAKAKAKA.
Cheebaii right? HAHAHA. Then got many funny stuff happened in school. But i only kept thinking about literature lesson. Maths was getting bad to worst, then worse to great. And this will keep be repeating like shit -.- Currently chatting with Yaya and Azin. Stop irritating me DUDE.
To Bby~
To Bby~
I GOT PP8 ALR !! TEXT ME ! NOONOOO, I WILL TEXT YOU. WAKAKAKA. ^^
/ Monday, July 19, 2010 @ 7:24 PM
FUCK THIS SHIT !
FUCK THIS SHIT !
/ @ 6:52 PM
Today went to school with Feefy and Waone. We three take 109 together cause we didn't want to be late or have another marathon. Mdm Kaur was proud of us as we made it on time to be in school. 0715 we reach school; what a great achievement ^^ Reading newspaper in the morning was fun with Feefy. Made the morning a kecohh time (: MT, recess then D&T. D&T was soo geyyrek. We had to mix the group. Meaning my group join with Feefy and Yaya's group. Soo damn kecoohh with those two girls. Maths was absolutely shocking news for me. Maths test i got full mark when i actually did it anyhow ^^ Good news right? Wakakakaa ! English period was next. Topic was about bully. Great storyy though. After school wait for Bby and go straight to N2. Then Bby had to leave the place early. Feel damn sad ): Slack with the rest, had a fun-and-a-half time. At home told Bby that i was planning to buy him something. But the mood was the other way round that i expected from him. I think his mad with me or something. Are you stress Bie?? WAKAAKA. Sorry taw (: Yesterday had a kecohh night with Aina. We made some home-made popcorn. It taste soo damn UGLY ! It was a burnt popcorn -.- All of the popcorn was burnt ! This is BULLSHIT man. K, thats it for the day. To Feefyy: Aqu dahh habess post dahh. Happy? :D WAKAKAKA.
Today went to school with Feefy and Waone. We three take 109 together cause we didn't want to be late or have another marathon. Mdm Kaur was proud of us as we made it on time to be in school. 0715 we reach school; what a great achievement ^^ Reading newspaper in the morning was fun with Feefy. Made the morning a kecohh time (: MT, recess then D&T. D&T was soo geyyrek. We had to mix the group. Meaning my group join with Feefy and Yaya's group. Soo damn kecoohh with those two girls. Maths was absolutely shocking news for me. Maths test i got full mark when i actually did it anyhow ^^ Good news right? Wakakakaa ! English period was next. Topic was about bully. Great storyy though. After school wait for Bby and go straight to N2. Then Bby had to leave the place early. Feel damn sad ): Slack with the rest, had a fun-and-a-half time. At home told Bby that i was planning to buy him something. But the mood was the other way round that i expected from him. I think his mad with me or something. Are you stress Bie?? WAKAAKA. Sorry taw (: Yesterday had a kecohh night with Aina. We made some home-made popcorn. It taste soo damn UGLY ! It was a burnt popcorn -.- All of the popcorn was burnt ! This is BULLSHIT man. K, thats it for the day. To Feefyy: Aqu dahh habess post dahh. Happy? :D WAKAKAKA.
Miss you damnlyy. / Saturday, July 17, 2010 @ 1:18 PM
You . / @ 1:04 PM
Words are spinning in my head, don't know why I'm holding back.
I should just tell you how I feel. But I don't want to act like a fool, don't want to look confused. If I let you know about the way I feel, I don't know what you gonna do. So I keep it locked inside. And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far. You hold the key to my heart.
When I see you, these butterflies just won't go away. And my knees may get a little weak.
But I've got nothing to lose and only you to gain . Tell me do you feel the same?
Words are spinning in my head, don't know why I'm holding back.I should just tell you how I feel. But I don't want to act like a fool, don't want to look confused. If I let you know about the way I feel, I don't know what you gonna do. So I keep it locked inside. And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far. You hold the key to my heart.
When I see you, these butterflies just won't go away. And my knees may get a little weak.
But I've got nothing to lose and only you to gain . Tell me do you feel the same?
Miracle (: / @ 12:19 PM
I feel so cold and alone. Aina is still sleeping in the room. Mum and dad are out, so are my other two sisters. I'm so fucking bored at home. I'm somehow waiting for Bby to ask me to call him. I want to see him today. i hope he misses me (: Yesterday night and this morning, i had the greatest dream in my life. I dreamt about Bby and some other people. In those two dreams, it's all about me and him. And my dream was about the same as Eclipse; WAKAKAKA !
Someone make something happen !
I need a miracle ):
I feel so cold and alone. Aina is still sleeping in the room. Mum and dad are out, so are my other two sisters. I'm so fucking bored at home. I'm somehow waiting for Bby to ask me to call him. I want to see him today. i hope he misses me (: Yesterday night and this morning, i had the greatest dream in my life. I dreamt about Bby and some other people. In those two dreams, it's all about me and him. And my dream was about the same as Eclipse; WAKAKAKA !Someone make something happen !
I need a miracle ):
/ Thursday, July 15, 2010 @ 7:50 PM
When i look out in the window, there was only darkness. I feel so scared.
When i'm with you, my life gets better.
At last i can chat with at least one of my PENDEKZX sisters but then she has to go -.-
Will go to school with her and her Boyfyy tomorrow at 0630 i guess. We both can't be late again. We are even lazy to go to this stupid detention class. Fcuk you _______ !
I feel like texting my Bby. But i can't. No prepaid and phone spoil alr ):
Stupid Kenett, who the hell asked you to throw and smash your phone to the wall? Haisshh.
Bby was right, i shouldn't have done that -.-
Alright, need to chaooww.
Bye people on Earth. I will miss you, whoever you are. Nitenite. Sleeptight. Don't let the bed bugs bite (:
When i look out in the window, there was only darkness. I feel so scared.When i'm with you, my life gets better.
At last i can chat with at least one of my PENDEKZX sisters but then she has to go -.-
Will go to school with her and her Boyfyy tomorrow at 0630 i guess. We both can't be late again. We are even lazy to go to this stupid detention class. Fcuk you _______ !
I feel like texting my Bby. But i can't. No prepaid and phone spoil alr ):
Stupid Kenett, who the hell asked you to throw and smash your phone to the wall? Haisshh.
Bby was right, i shouldn't have done that -.-
Alright, need to chaooww.
Bye people on Earth. I will miss you, whoever you are. Nitenite. Sleeptight. Don't let the bed bugs bite (:
(: / @ 6:11 PM
Ola ! :D Just returned from accompanied my Bby to the bus-stop. What a day with him. I hate when it's time to go back with him; cause it's gonna be a long day -.- In the morning, we had a kecohh day. Had a marathon infront of the school. Two chinese girl is infront of me and i was third to go inside the school. Lily and Feefy was right behind me. When singing the school song, we three couldn't breath. We were like half dead or something. Then need to talk with Mdm Kaur all -.- Nana didn't came to school. Wasn't that fun without her. Cause she would be the first one to be opening her mouth -.- And don't you feel weird when someone from the past suddenly happen to chat with you? It feels so damn AWKWARD. Currently feel so bored at home. My PENDEKZX sister is still slacking doownstairs.
Random , / Tuesday, July 13, 2010 @ 6:16 PM
The rest of the picture could be seen in Yaya / Lily blog.
The rest of the picture could be seen in Yaya / Lily blog.These picture is not edited. Thats whyy it look soo damn not nice (:
Thingyy . / @ 6:05 PM
Today had fun with my two sister, Nana and Lily. Feefyy was not with us. We had some difficulties in the morning. I was damn mad with the bus. Why is people getting up so fast in the morning nowadays? And why do i keep waking up late all of these morning? Everything change huhh? Took soo damn random picture with my PENDEKZX family. Well, one family members was not there. Hehh :D Will post the picturee later. Did alot of kecohh stuff. Okayy, party is over and i have to worry about tomorrow. Keep this THINGYY a secret guyss. Hehhh (:
Today had fun with my two sister, Nana and Lily. Feefyy was not with us. We had some difficulties in the morning. I was damn mad with the bus. Why is people getting up so fast in the morning nowadays? And why do i keep waking up late all of these morning? Everything change huhh? Took soo damn random picture with my PENDEKZX family. Well, one family members was not there. Hehh :D Will post the picturee later. Did alot of kecohh stuff. Okayy, party is over and i have to worry about tomorrow. Keep this THINGYY a secret guyss. Hehhh (:Againn Bby say the sad-thingyy sentence. BIE, jngn cakap sentence tuu lagyy ! Damn it, i hope he is reading this fucking message. And one more thing, you are not a B*** (:
iloveyoubby. (:
These little things, these little time. / @ 5:42 PM
I Will
That I Have With You.
That I Have With You.
TO Feefyy & Waone ! / Monday, July 12, 2010 @ 6:41 PM
HAPPY BELATED 4month ANNIVERSARY BABESS !
sorryy taw aqu wishh korang lambat sangat (:
Last long yeahh korang due.
ilysm!!
HAPPY BELATED 4month ANNIVERSARY BABESS !
sorryy taw aqu wishh korang lambat sangat (:
Last long yeahh korang due.
ilysm!!
/ @ 6:17 PM
Don't go away from me. I will miss you Bby. Jangan fakefake lagyy.
Nana and Feefyy go for detention. Lily and me slack with the others. So happy Bby came today. But talk about something that is soooooo soooooooo disturbing.
After Bby take the bus to go home, i quickly ran back to my house just to call him. My energy is not wasted. ^^ But my tears are -.- Bby say something about going away and i cried. But he was joking. WTF. Paiseyyy yeerrr !
So Bby, DONT GO AWAY FROM ME :D
/ Tuesday, July 6, 2010 @ 4:28 PM
Had photo-taking in school. BlahhBlahhBlahh. After school just slack for a while and saw my mum. I was lucky i didnt get any lecture, scolding and canning ^^ Hehhee. I'm alone in the house. Feel like going out to meet my friends ): Ohhmann. I'm having the what-the-hell-is-he-doing mood.
HAPPY 2nd MONTH TO NANA&BOII !
F*** / Monday, July 5, 2010 @ 9:57 AM
FUCK YOU. LET ME HAVE MY CIGERETTES.
/ @ 9:15 AM
Bby, i think about you and your smile all night. (:
Happy 2month Dear (: / Sunday, July 4, 2010 @ 2:45 PM
Yesterday watch Eclipse with Nursuhaina & Nursuhaila. The story was great. I was about to cry inside the cinema because of what Jacob said, luckily didn't -.- Slept around 12plus and guess what? It's my 2month anniversary with IKO. WOOHOO. Teehee (:
To You Bby~
Happy 2month anniversary. I didn't knew we would get this far. Cheyy, HAHA. I'm sorry for all my wrong doings to you. Let's move on to a great future and make a great piece of good memories together (: ILOVEYOU !
/ Friday, July 2, 2010 @ 7:50 PM
DAMN IT. I'm up for some chocolates :D
DAMN IT. I'm up for some chocolates :D
/ @ 5:58 PM
Got my phone back after school from Bby (: Went to the usual place and slack there with Bby and friends. It was raining at that time and we both, with Min, played with the rain water. Just take the water and put it at each other face -.- Currently listening to songs. And i'm having some bad stomach pain.
Got my phone back after school from Bby (: Went to the usual place and slack there with Bby and friends. It was raining at that time and we both, with Min, played with the rain water. Just take the water and put it at each other face -.- Currently listening to songs. And i'm having some bad stomach pain.
TWILIGHT - ECLIPSE ! (: / Thursday, July 1, 2010 @ 6:00 PM
YEAHH !! The movie Eclipse is out today. Felt sad that i couldn't watch this damn fucking good movie with whoever. Haishh, i must watch the movie ! I wanna see Robert Pattison, Kristen and Taylor Lautner !! (:
phoneyyyyy. / @ 5:13 PM
Just came back home. Bby send me home and took my phone along with him. I'm totally fine with it. I wonder what he is doing with it right now. Or maybe just keep the phone in his bag and just do his own stuff. I can't look at his picture :( No worries, i've got a photo of him in my wallet ^^ Something happen to Nana; but don't know what. Hope she is alright by now. I'm bored at home. I wanna eat, food not cooked yet by mom. Expecting me to cooked? Nahh, its too dangerous for me -.-
